absent_minds

समय भी काफी अजीब होता है सालों तक रुला कर बस एक पल को चुटकी भर खुशियां देता है कितना सुहाना था वो बचपन हमारा ना आगे की चिन्ता थी ना  ही सरपे काम का बोझ बस पुरे दिन खेला करते थे और दोस्तों के फ़िज़ूल के नखरे झेला करते थे अब तो नजाने कितने साल हुए दोस्तों से एक साथ मिलने को बेहाल हुए बचपन की अब बस यादें रह गयीं कुछ खट्टी कुछ मीठी सी भूल गए है अबतो सारी बदमाशिया जो हमने की मिलकर फिरसे याद करेंगे ऊपर वाले से फर्याद करेंगे साथ हो उनका सारी ज़िन्दगी चूतिये ही सही पर है तो सारे अपने ही | 

Up above our head we might not be able To see far ahead Our visual capability Is limited to the skies For our sensitive naked eyes All we can see Is the white fluffy mountains We all want to touch them Or dive in through They contain billions Of water droplets Waiting eagerly For combining with others Become heavy enough To fall from the sky And nourish those civilised It helps them to survive Just like a drop of elixir from the sky.

Clouds above us Are made of something suspicious. They are always there Be it the barren lands The endless borders of the ocean Or an entire continent full of Icebergs and glaciers. Scientifically it's made of Hydrogen dioxide And plays a major help us survive. Without it we are nothing Doesn't matter if We have rest everything. Without it we cannot survive We will thrive for it Till the moment of our demise. Water is the basic ingredient Of our whole existence Without it there is no use of Being persistent.

People are different in different situations I bet they lack the link Between their words and actions To be precise they lack the conjunction. Once they care and show compassion But after a while we become a form of concussion. At last someone said it straight I didn't believe it when I heard you liker her 😳 Were there even any common traits? 🤔 Little do they knew How it felt to be with her The sweet small packages of closeness and smile Lot's of dumb shit  And some peace for the mind. I wish she ever would have asked Why me? I had the simplest answer that too properly masked. It might not be the love at first sight  Or something like that But whenever I am with you Every moment feels like Small packages of closeness and smile. Little does she knew How I actually felt otherwise  I never would have to deal with All the thing I dealt 😢.

ये उन दिनो की बात है जब हम छोटे से हुआ करते थे हर शाम गुस्से मे लड़ कर सुबेह होते ही सब कुछ भूल कर साथ स्कुल जाया करते थे टेक्नोलॉजी से कोसों दूर उस जमाने मे हम खुलके हँस लिया करते थे हर दिन लड़ने के बावजूद हम एकदुसरे को बचाने हर मुस्किल में उनके साथ हुआ करते थे। 

It is hard to recall who was the real mole was it me or the ones who are on a constant denial Someone once said words can do the damage that no medicine will be able to manage I don't believe that's the entire truth but I can say weapons can be bruth Words are like a slow poison degrading your common sense and the ability to make decisions Words can slowly break us in pieces and remember no matter how hard you try you won't be able to do the stitches It's easy for people to say but I beg you to try for once if you may It will leave you shattered in pieces and don't forget you won't be able to do any stitches.

It's actually strange  what someone can say when they are enraged They never know  their words are not the snow It's actually strange  how light they feel after all they pled Their words might not have  made us bled but it sure made us dread at last leaving us hanging by a thread They might not even feel the guilt but we sure had our soul slit...

We travelled hundreds of miles to start a new life full of lies We came together met each other made some friends just to stay in trend All people we ever knew were left behind as we grew Its time to move ahead meet new people without dread I remember being afraid of moving ahead But then I made new friends and hence our journey extends Most of us were always silent and sad but there is a girl sweet simple and a bit mad We have come hundreds of miles and it feels good to have a friend who always smiles.

जब हम काफी छोटे थे  उनकी गोद में सोते थे  फिर हम थोड़े बड़े हुए  अपने पैरों पे चलने लगे  हर दिन भैया और दी से लड़ते थे आखिर में अम्मी की गोद  मे जा कर रोते थे धीरे धीरे हम बड़े हुए  अपने पैरों पे खड़े हुए  एक रोज़ हम थोड़े आगे बढ़े  घर छोड़ने को मजबूर हुए  आज हमें घर छोड़े कई साल हुए  जी रहे हम दिल में न जाने कितने मलाल लिए  अब हम हर रोज़ काम करते है पर अपनों से दूर होने से डरते है  अब जाके हमें समझ आया  वो कितनी मुश्किलें सहते थे  खुद परेशान होकर भी  हमारी जरूरतें पूरी किया करते थे  अब हम पुरे थक चुके है  फिरसे अम्मी की गोद में सोना है  अब्बा को जोर से गले लगा कर फूट फूट के रोना है  फूट फूट के रोना है........

हर दिन हम सुकून से जीते है क्यों की वो शूरवीर हमारी सुरक्षा के लिए सरहदों को सीते है वो भीतो एक आसान ज़िन्दगी जी सकते थे पर मातृभूमि की सेवा करने को वो अपने सारे दुःख दर्द खुद ही पीते है हम एक दिन को जो ज़रा सी देर कर दें घर जाने मैं सारे के सारे परेषान हो जाते हैं एक बार उनकी भी तो सोचो आप वो तो महीनों तक सारा दुःख दर्द लिए जीते है सच कहूँ तो हम से एक दिन को भी ऐसा न हो पाएगा न जाने वो कैसे इतनी मुस्किलोएं के बावजूद भी हँसते है और हमारी सुरक्छा के लिए सरहदों को सीते है।

In this lockdown I need to shut down I wish that was possible I think God had it purposefully disabled It would have been a perfect way to keep all the negative thoughts stray There's not too much to do it feels like living inside a cage in a zoo I can relate to the souls captured in the cage as now I am supposed to do the same and I am amazed Of course I want to go out but there's a sarcastic drought! As I see the sky now I can't keep myself from uttering wow The amount in decrease of pollution is so huge I think all the resources were being misused.